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*cough cough* – a little update on me being alive

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heyyyyyyyy  > .  >  so i'm alive lmaoooo.  Gosh, its so dusty in here. Like, nobody wanted to clean?  Honestly, I really should've been nicer to this blog. That's on me. In pursuit of full transparency, mental illness really did get your bitch and whenever I would try to write something, I'd hate it or just get caught up in trying to write something that I felt was personally worth posting. And so, I'd have a bunch of drafts that never really went anywhere. But on top of that, being home in quarantine for extended periods of time, especially with the family I have, has only made the depressed bitch upstairs more powerful. And with her new strength, she's kind of sucked the fun out of social media for me. So for my own mental health and wellbeing, I decided to be even less of a presence on Instagram than I already was, and just focus on getting through my semester. I know that's not really the wave for someone who wants to be a global pop star, but I...

Corona, Quarantine, and Depression! Oh My!

I know I said I didn't want to be around people but this is not what I meant    Hello party persons, welcome to the first proper post on this party blog.    πŸŽ‰ πŸŽ‰ πŸŽ‰I hope you all are staying safe out there during this pandemic that we are living through. It is not an easy time right now for anyone and it is very easy to lose sight of one's mental health in all the hullaballoo about deteriorating physical health.      Seeing as you don't know me yet; hi there, I have depression. And social anxiety (which I have thankfully worked on enough that it hasn't been a major issue for a little while). There's probably some anxiety anxiety mixed in there too but I think my mental illness sundae already has enough flavors for right now. Needless to say, I am constantly teetering on the edge of a depressive episode and times of high stress like the simulation we're stuck in don't do me much good. I become even worse off when I don't have my support networ...